Surgery

So I'm getting surgery in 13 days, and I'm starting to get really nervous about it. Before, I was pretty nervous... but now I'm starting to second guess my choice to do it. I'm ready for my bone to be removed because it's been bothering me for far too long, but I'm not ready for the post-surgery pain and lack of mobility.

ALSO, as I think about going on Project in less than three months, I'm just not sure if it will be healed in time. I don't want it to be giving me pain when I'm there, and I don't want to become a weak link on my team. BUT, this means that I have so much more reason to be depending on the Lord. I can't heal my foot, only He can, but I can be dependent on Him for strength and patience. I am an extremely impatient person, so I have no choice but to present my anxieties to God and allow Him to give me patience.

On an extremely positive note, I've finished my support letters, and they're all sent out/ready to be sent out! And, praise the Lord, I'm already at 23% of my support goal! As Rachel would say, Praise God!!!